Prayer - Rosalind Goforth

I cannot tell why there should come to me
A thought of someone miles and years away,
In swift insistence on the memory,
Unless there is a need that I should pray.
We are too busy to spare thought
For days together of some friends away;
Perhaps God does it for us -- and we ought
To read His signal as a sign to pray.
Perhaps just then my friend has fiercer fight,
A more appalling weakness, a decay
Of courage, darkness, some lost sense of right;
And so, in case he needs my prayers -- I pray.

as the old song goes...

"Sisters. Sisters. There were never such devoted sisters....
Caring, sharing, every little thing that we are wearing...
All kinds of weather, we stick together the same in the rain or sun
[Three] different faces but in tight places we think and we act as one.
Those who've seen us know that not a thing could come between us...
Lord, help the mister who comes between me and my sister
and Lord, help the sister who comes between me and my man!"

I've truly been blessed with the best sisters any girl could ever ask for. No matter what we're doing we always find a way to have fun. Love you girls!

a child's faith

How encouraging and yet convicting it is to hear a CHILD pray! No matter how small and insignificant it may seem to us, a child will pray about anything from his neighbor's dog being nice to asking protection for all the soldiers fighting overseas. They just open up and talk to God believing that He cares for each and every one of their needs/wants. Oh that more people could stop trying to fix things for themselves and turn in childlike faith to the only ONE WHO can help...Jesus Christ. Jesus said we must become "as a little child". Let's follow their example! Isaiah 11:6b "...and a little child shall lead them."

William Kristian Torberson

Congratulations to Nathan & Angel!!!

Baby Will was born Friday, July 3, 2009. He was 3 weeks early but praise the LORD everything went OK. He weighed 6lbs 14oz. Please pray for him as the doctors found a small heart murmur. Please pray for Nathan and Angel as they raise four kids. And pray for the kids as they adjust to having a new baby brother.

books that I like

I like to read...a lot =D so here are some of my favorite authors and their books.




By Lori Wick
Pretense
Sophie's Heart
The Princess
Every Little Thing About You
As Time Goes By



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Unspoken by Francine Rivers
Goes in depth into the relationship between David and Bathsheba
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Redeeming Love by Francine Rivers

Takes the story of Hosea and puts it into modern day times.



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The Atonement Child by Francine Rivers
A young girl deals with the struggle of whether or not to abort her child conceived by rape.


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And the Shofar Blew by Francine Rivers

A young pastor who will do anything, including change his personal convictions to have a growing church





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I also like:

don't remember the author
- Lady in Waiting
- Wilderness Within
- Girl to Come Home To


Janette Oke
- Love Comes Softly series (8)
- Prairie Legacy series (4) ... continuance of Love Comes Softly
- Seasons of the Heart series (4)

- Women of the West series (13)
- Canadian West series (6)
- Return to Harmony
- Another Homecoming
- Tomorrow's Dream

Dee Henderson
The Negotiator

Karen Kingsbury
Even Now

non romance novels lol

- Band of Brothers
- Brothers in Battle, Best of Friends
- Biggest Brother: War Memoirs of Dick Winters

there are so many more that I've read and loved. To sum it all up:

"Reading will give you lasting pleasure." - First Lady Laura Bush

so I encourage you to go find a book, curl up on the couch, and get lost for hours in another world!

"East to West" by Casting Crowns

God's love is so amazing...even tho I don't deserve it. Time and time again I stumble and fall and still He forgives me when I call on His name in repentance.

Here I am Lord,
And I'm drowning
In your sea of forgetfulness
The chains of yesterday surround me
I yearn for peace and rest
I don’t want to end up where you found me
And it echoes in my mind,
Keeps me awake tonight

I know you cast my sin as far as the east is from the west
And I stand before you now as,
As though I've never sinned
But today I feel like I'm just one mistake away
From you leaving me this way

Jesus can you show me
Just how far the east is from the west
Cause I can't bear to see the man I've been
Rising up in me again
In the arms of your mercy I find rest,
Cause you know just how far the East is from the West
From one scarred hand to the other.


I start the day the war begins
Endless reminding of my sin
And time and time again your truth is drowned out
By the storm I'm in
Today I feel like I'm just one mistake away,
From you leaving me this way


Jesus can you show me,
Just how far the East is from the West
Cause I can't bear to see the man I've been
Come rising up in me again
In the arms of your mercy I find rest
'cause you know
Just how far the East is from the West
From one scarred hand to the other.


I know you've washed me white,
Turned my darkness into light
I need your peace to get me through,
To get me through this night
Can’t live by what I feel
But by the Truth your work reveals,
I'm not holding on to you
But you're holding on to me,
You’re holding on to me

Jesus you know
Just how far the East is from the West
I don't have to see the man I've been,
Come rising up in me again
In the arms of your mercy I find rest
'cause you know just how far the East is form the West,
From one scarred hand to the other.

Just how far
The east is from the west

From one scarred hand to the other

my college roommates...

I realized that I never posted anything on here about my roommates my freshman year of college. OK actually I never posted anything on here about my freshman year lol...so here it is: this post is dedicated to the best room on campus *****GIBBS 108*****

Sharon Ledbetter (Miller) ... our room leader

Becky Paez ... our "mama"

Tamara Shepherd ... our "crazy one" lol

We had alot of fun together =] I loved them all so much!

just to clarify...

ok, so that last entry...the amazing poem I found...I found it on my friend's blog and fell in love with it so I just copied it. Not knowing that it was written by none other than my amazing friend and former roommate Sarah Kinsey. So let's give credit to where credit is due...

I found this amazing poem on the internet...written by Sarah Kinsey.

Sarah: You're the greatest! I miss you so much...I miss our late night talks and our messy room. I miss listening to Taylor Swift and Wicked and your choir CDs. I miss making up excuses to not go to youth group (not like I ever did that lol) I miss making fun of you for wearing so many layers when it wasn't even cold. Thanks for being my friend!!! Love ya girl <3>

amazing poem that I found...

I'm ready to give my heart away,
but it's not mine to give.
My heart is in my Savior's hands
for it's for Him I live.

I dance with Him,
my heart's first love.
He holds me in His arms.
I know His love is pure and true
and so, the dance goes on.

I stumble, yet He pulls me close,
His eyes locked on my face.
"I don't deserve your love,"I say.
"Yes. But that, my daughter, is grace."

Amazing grace. I smile and think
how you love a wretch like me.
Your love so pure and constant,
it's an amazing thing indeed.

For though your love remains so strong,
my heart is troubled still.

I long for "true love" here on earth
to be smitten and swept off my feet.
To dance beneath the moonlit sky
and give my heart away for keeps.

Why do I long for such a love,
for a man so brave and strong?
The very Maker of the universe gave up His life for me.
That is the ultimate love song.

So Lord, I ask and pray this day,
that You would keep my heart.
Hold it, satisfy it, nourish it
and keep it safe from harm.

I choose to dance with You, my Love
until the day YOU choose
to share my heart with the man of my dreams
and I'll share his heart with You.

summer...college...getting old...

I guess it's been awhile since I've been on here, so let me catch you up on my life.

The last week of June was KOSMOS (that big mission conference in Costa Rica). My fellow GAPpers and I were translators for the groups and it was awesome! Thursday night of that week we had the GAP Year 08 graduation. It was so sad to see it all end. Saying goodbye to my Costa Rican family was quite possibly one of the hardest things I've ever had to do. My time in Costa Rica was absolutely wonderful and I learned so much. I just thank God for the opportunity to go there.

I got home to beautiful SD on July 1st. It was so good to see my family again! I

worked alot at Arby's and Rondee's Campground but also got to spend some quality time with my family. My sister from NC came out for the rodeo so we had a small family reunion that weekend. It was alot of fun! The first week of August was our church's Bible school. I think about 100 kids were registered. Praise the LORD! The missionary story this year was CT Studd. It was fun to act out and the kids loved it!

That brings us up to... SEPTEMBER: (well actually August 25th lol) Natalie, Nehemiah, and I drove out to college from SD on Aug 25th. We got to go to our friends' ranch in NE the first night out and ride horses for several hours. Talk about fun! Then we met up with some friends in Arizona and drove the rest of the way to school and got here Thurs around 2:30AM. It was a wonderful trip...with no vehicle problems at all! Avon (my future sis-in-law) and I stayed with Nicole at her apartment until Monday Sept 1st when the dorms opened. The first official week of school was registration and settling into the dorms. The preaching that week was absolutely phenomenal! But my favorite part of the week tho was definitely when the WHOLE college (all 920 students + faculty) went to the LA Dodgers game. It was so awesome!!!Life is settling down now...classes are good. and I get to take Piano lessons! yeah!!! and I'm in the choir which I just LOVE! My weekend ministry is working in a 5yr Spanish Sunday School class. The kids are just absolutely adorable :) God is still working in my life and I'm excited to see what all He has in store for me.
Jeremiah 29:11

Father's Day

I love you, dad ~ Happy Father's Day!

Goodly Heritage

I may not have riches as some others may

But I have a mother who knows how to pray

And maybe there's some things I've missed in my youth

But I have a father who stands for the truth

Chorus:

I have a goodly heritage

I'm blessed with things you can't see

I have a goodly heritage

And that is worth far more to me

And if in the future, my parents pass on,

To dwell in that City we've come to call Home

They may not leave me the goods of this world

But I have accepted their God and His Word

quick blessing...

Remember I told you about the talent show and how we raised $475 to buy Bibles and food for Los Guidos? Well tonight, we received word that someone is very generously donating another $500 for the fund!!!!! Praise the LORD!

**coming soon to a theater near you**

Tonight was the second and final performance of the GAP Talent Show... and it was even better than the first one :) But I am so excited - total money raised (from both nights) to buy Bibles and help Los Guidos : $475!!!!! We just want to give God all the glory. It goes to show that God can use anything ... even just a simple talent show ... for His glory. PRAISE the LORD!!!!!

cameras, lights, action!

we (GAPers) decided it would be fun to have a talent show, and that it would also be good because we could raise money for los guidos. what is los guidos you may ask? well. its a really really poor place here in costa rica. people here refer to it as "el hueco" or..the hole. because literally...its a huuuuuge hole in the ground...full of tin houses with a filthy sewage creek running through it and ya...you get the picture. so we are having a talent show tonight and also friday night. tonight Ron Bishop (founder and pres. of SCORE) will be coming along with several american groups that are here on missions trips, and then friday everyone from our churches here will be coming. we are charging about two dollars to get in so hopefully we will be able to raise a lot of money for los guidos!!!! :] one blessing is that one church, el impacto, already took up an offering for our talent show...70 dollars!! :] so ya. just pray tho that tonight goes well and that this whole thing will just be a huge success and a blessing for the people of this country! :]
- Sarah Kinsey blog

I copied that from my friend's blog cuz I'm lazy and didn't feel like typing all that out :)
But here's the deal - last night we had our Talent Show for the American groups and Ron Bishop. My "talents" were playing the piano and then Paul & I sang "Defying Gravity" from the Broadway musical "Wicked". At first I was so extremely nervous because I'm not really fond of getting in front of a bunch of people and performing. But once we got on stage, I was fine. We had 14 acts: some funny, some more serious; all in all it lasted around an hour and a half. During intermission we played a video about Los Guidos. We served snacks and put a donation jar on the table and at the end of the evening when we counted the money...are you ready for this? We had raised $350 for Los Guidos!!!!!! And that was just one night - we're doing the show again on Friday night for our churches. God is so amazing!!! We know that it definately wasn't because we're so talented - we want to give God all the credit :)

*Pictures coming soon!*

a challenge...

Tonight we went to the Villa and had dinner with Ron Bishop (founder and president of SCORE International). Afterwards he led us in a devotional and what he said really challenged me:

*No matter what you do with your life, do something significant for Christ.*

I don't really know what all my future holds, whether it's being a missionary in some foreign land or just working in the ministry somewhere, but I want my life to count for Christ.

confession and prayer...

OK, I'll be the first to admit that lately I haven't had the greatest attitude about certain things - like school and going to youth group on Saturdays when I'd rather stay home and sleep/hang out/or watch TV. And I'm embarrassed to say it, but I've been kind of slacking off in my school work - my projects have been shoved aside till the last possible minute so that I could go downtown or something...but it hit me this weekend. I only have ONE month left to learn this beautiful language and to do what God wants me to accomplish down here. He had reason for bring me down here, and I want to fulfill it and not be held back by my lazy, selfish self.

"Dear Father, forgive my terrible attitude and for being so selfish. I ask that You'll help me to make the most of this last month here in Costa Rica and to continue to grow closer to You. Thank you for still loving me when I don't deserve it and for picking me up when I fall down. In the precious name of Jesus - Amen"

stuck in the middle

Here it is, June 1st. That means only 30 more days and I get to go home! I look forward to this with mixed emotions. Part of me wants to just be done with this and go home, see my family, get a job, and move on to the next chapter in my life. This is the side of me that misses the little things I normally would take advantage of:
1) driving a car - just being able to jump in a car and drive wherever I want and not have to worry about walking up that ginormous hill (especially in the rain!) and waiting for a bus...not having to worry if I have enough change for the bus...
2) shopping at WALMART!
3) going to church and being able to listen to a sermon without having to translate it in my head from Spanish to English :)
4) even tho this might make me sound lazy - not having to do my own laundry
5) eating good homemade food...what I would give for some of my mom's cooking!!!
6) late night movies or going to I90 with family and friends
7) doing the bundles at 3AM with Nick and then eating McD's breakfast croisant or some good Daylight Donuts

But then the other side of me wants to stay here in Costa Rica forever. This group has become my family the past 9 months. We've had fun, studied, laughed, cried, shopped, lived with each other, missed home together...I am very blessed to have them as friends/family. Our teachers are so nice - they seriously are putting aside their personal life to help us here and I appreciate that so much! My church family here is wonderful. I've learned so much from them and grown so much in my Spiritual Life and closer to God. And the mountains are so beautiful! They never look the same - I just love them! I wouldn't trade my experience here for anything.

So even tho I kind of feel like Paul in Philippians 1:23-24, I want to make the most of this last month here. It's not everybody who has a chance to spend a year in Costa Rica learning Spanish. This is a once in a lifetime opportunity for me and I don't want to waste it pining away for home. So forgive my complaining...sometimes it's just good to write down thoughts, go back and read them, realize how spoiled I am and have a change of heart.

*picture fun*